I'm not ok, I'm not ok, I'm not ok. I want to cry but I don't want you to catch me. I don't want to explain. I'm not ok. My heart hurts. I am hurt. No one sees. My insides are bleeding. Heartbroken not that you care. No one does. Heart, I want you to stop. I hope to die but not leave my son. I live in misery so my son can be happy. I'm not ok. What will I do. I don't want to live. I hate my life. I only love my son. I'm not ok. Help.help. Help. Help. Help. I'm not ok.i am not ok . I'm not sure how much longer I can go on. I need help but not to tell my family. I'm scared, alone, help. I'm not ok. I'm not ok!